domusaltera

Absolutely! and the even worse part is that you can go for years not even thinking about the person that wronged you. Then one day something reminds you of them and the ADHD brain will speed load everything they did to you in a second. When that turns you into a rage filled, barely coherent, crashing out, panicking mad person everyone around you is like “woah there… what’s wrong with you?! You’re acting really crazy right now… Yikes”. That’s a reallly lonely feeling. The only person who doesn’t do that is my wife because she knows what’s happening and is really good at talking me down from the ledge.

Yeah I’m the same. In fact without my fidget cube I can’t even focus on what people are saying to me. It’s like my brain is a bunch of twitchy squirrels constantly looking for something new. It often feels like the world isn’t running at the right speed for me. But I’ve got used to it now and actually in a crisis it comes in really handy I’ve found.