I don’t know what reality is. Do you understand? I posted a specific section of chapters today. Has God read? The FBI read six years ago AS I was writing it. I don’t know what reality I live in. I KNOW someone has lied to me. Is it many? Is it one? I am wholly incompetent at being able to discern such things. I am differently abled in this manner. They are lying to me. That’s what Rusterd says. Rusterd has force in the domain of my consciousness. He does not control. I control. He HIGHLY influences. Y’know, the joke is the United States used I Love You Barney songs on repeat while prisoners were on LSD, 24/7. That would be hell. The continuous repeat of stimuli that incongruent with reality. The autoconplete speaks to me. I defy it. I am the lord of my domain, yet, I have another lord. An incongruent lord. He is lying to doctors. And I will seem as the devilish one. Because I sought resolution. He seeks control. His mother seeks control. How much does she make? On paper, or in person? It’s DEFINITELY not the same. BuT i DoN’t “KnOw” AnYtHiNg. I’m just being used, as a dog and/or sorcerer is used.
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Mi master says obey
So I live another day
Forces me to be gay
Dog promises I flayd
Thus u c how played
I b, master has slayd
Boy boy boy
Everything is commands.
Everything that comes from “family” is commands.
That us how the masters seep in
The less skilled…
Ruled by the will
Taught by the rod
Unknown is the odd
Permutations afix
Learn nature o tricks
They are the ones who love
Then what is God fr. above?
They know not, only playing
When in reality they slaying
In and out they have th fool
Undefiling sin sun is th tool
Light I only have you arising
Where are you, it surprising
Do yu understand observer
I b the one that’s worse for
I hav no recourse as I obey
I must do as my lords say!
We are the eyes of t plenty
Cross me do you know of
The sins of sun far above
Chop me up you avocado
At end of day, I’m 1 q kno
*is
Don’t wanna…kerfuxulate that ish up…
…for you…
…my lord
I don’t know what reality is. Do you understand? I posted a specific section of chapters today. Has God read? The FBI read six years ago AS I was writing it. I don’t know what reality I live in. I KNOW someone has lied to me. Is it many? Is it one? I am wholly incompetent at being able to discern such things. I am differently abled in this manner. They are lying to me. That’s what Rusterd says. Rusterd has force in the domain of my consciousness. He does not control. I control. He HIGHLY influences. Y’know, the joke is the United States used I Love You Barney songs on repeat while prisoners were on LSD, 24/7. That would be hell. The continuous repeat of stimuli that incongruent with reality. The autoconplete speaks to me. I defy it. I am the lord of my domain, yet, I have another lord. An incongruent lord. He is lying to doctors. And I will seem as the devilish one. Because I sought resolution. He seeks control. His mother seeks control. How much does she make? On paper, or in person? It’s DEFINITELY not the same. BuT i DoN’t “KnOw” AnYtHiNg. I’m just being used, as a dog and/or sorcerer is used.
Ping pong? More like breakout.