I can’t find a job.
Well I could but there doesn’t seem to be any jobs that fit.
Or if there are I can’t find them. (But I don’t think so)
The biggest problem is that I live in estonia and it seems there really isn’t a well-developed anarchist/socialist/syndicalist movement here. The IWW doesn’t have a branch and searching online doesn’t really yield any results (aside from a couple of socdem groups),
I don’t know how to search for a job that isn’t just doing menial labour for some company.
I would like to work for a global fully-remote anarchically managed tech syndicate. But I don’t think those exist and I imagine starting one is incredibly difficult. (Well starting it wouldn’t be difficult, but finding people capable and willing to work for something like that, while getting enough income, is.)
At the end of the day the means dictate the ends. Looking for a job in a capitalist way is going to land you with a capitalist job. I need to look for a job in a anarchist/socialist/syndicalist way, but how do you do that in an environment where those ideas aren’t widespread?
That is true - by capitalist rules, if someone reduces someone else’s risks, they should also reduce their shares/profits. But then there are indirect dividends, so the system is kind of capitalist-sound.
As you might’ve noticed from my recent activity here, I’m also working on applied political science from unpopular freedom-humanitarian point of view side.
And indeed, there is little worse - from both capitalist and freedom points of view - than corporate wellfare, it kills both economy and people. But it’s existence is indeed in local energy minimum, so it’s here to stay with us at least until the next big upheaval. (Ironically, if Russia wins, then moves on and barbarians plunge the world into dark ages, that would be an upheaval; hopefully, we’d find better options?)
And the issues you describe are inevitable in current state of capitalism. They seem to be inevitable in any kind of capitalism. And according to my recent findings (I’m sure there were others who came to similar conclusions, so I’ll be digging the literature now), it is all inevitable with current laws of universe.
Which we, humans, are quite capable of bending. So the rebellion is bigger then class war or opposition to power, it’s rebellion against the world. We are doomed to win, whether for good or for bad.